Tuesday, December 11, 2007

I am....

Prompt: Who are you?

Who am I? That is a good question.

On the outside, I am a blonde hair and blue eyed American woman. I am a mother of a three year old girl. I am married to a man that feels the world turns around him. I am a hard worker, working as a contractor for the government. I am a part time student at Macon State College.

On the inside, I am a crazy mess. My mind goes ninety miles per hour.

I am learning to juggle the craziness in my head though. I have to prioritize the fine things in life. Trying to is hard though. I work in a very hectic environment that runs me down on a daily basis. I go to school at nights and then come home to a household of "what's for supper" and "I need this done."

Growing up in a very disorganized house has taught me not to live this way though. I have to make list to keep my organized and walking the straight path. By the way, it is working too (most of the time).

I am told that I am a good mother. My daughter is the sun in my life. I sometimes feel guilty that I can not play with her like I want to because of trying to go school and keep my husband happy at the same time. But I try everything in my power to spend as much time as possible with her. I know that she has all the needs of life, but she needs me too. So I am looking forward to this three week break, then I can play with her without the stress of school and work.


I am a friendly person. I make sure that everyone is happy to the best of my ability. I always, well most of the time, walk around saying going around these days.

I am also a fighter. I have learned to fight for what oyu believe in even if other do not believe. That is the only way that you can make a difference in the world!

I feel that I am still a lost soul in the universe. I will find my way, but it will take some time. I have to push and pull to get there. But I will someday. Hopefully it is not to far off.

I guess it all boils down to, I am an American woman trying to make something of myself. I finished high school, went straight to college but had to drop out because I had to work full time in order to pay my bills. Then I went to the tech school with the understanding that I could get my Associates degree and transfer to Macon State. Then, when the time came to transfer, I was informed that my credits would not transfer. So I am starting all over. It has taught me a good lesson in life...I should have even tried to take a "short-cut" in life. If I want something, I have to work hard to get! That is a fact!! Then one really learns to appreciate it more.

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